Change
reliGion,Religion Change
Dave Leake
One month ago
On this date
You came into my life
Though I thought you too late
But then I saw your
True desire
That was when
I felt your fire
Who knowa, how much higher
You and I can build this fire?
Sleep is a great gift
Where people can go
To visit history
Visit the present
Visit the future
Maybe I will see
The future tonight
But tomorrow forget
Maybe I will see
What is happening
Right as I sleep…
But not know I did so
Maybe I will see yesterday
But remember it!
Perhaps I won’t
Sleep is a gift
Given to beings
For a taste of what
It would be like
To be free from life
It gives us a glimpse
Of what it would be like
To dream forever
With this timepiece
Keep the time
The time I’m gone
Till the time I’ll be home
It may seem long
But really it’s not
Just think of the times:
The times we’ve had
They were so great
They can never be replaced
The times we WILL have
They will be fun
To me you are the sun
Look at this watch
And think of me
And the Love I give
That always will be (What are you gonna do with?)
Action in the sky
Action in the sky
Seeing a guy
Killing a kid
Don’t know what he did
Wrong
C’mon down
And all around
Let’s see the death
Take place
Red Sky
Red Sky
Red Sky night
A child’s first fright
Red Sky
Red Sky
Red Sky Morn
Child’s Forlorn
Well I’m a way out here
All by myself
WAY out here all by myself
I can do what I wanna do
I can see what I wanna see
I can be who I wanna be
I can FUCK who I wanna fuck
An I can kill what I wanna kill
I’VE GOT POWER
But I ain’t gonna use it
I’VE GOT POWER
But I ain’t gonna abuse it
To use.. is to… abuse
To use... is to… abuse
An I ain’t gonna do it
No more.
Well I’m a way out here
All by myself
I’m a following this here trail
Doing what it does
Seeing what it sees
Fucking what it fucks
An killing what it kills
I might get lost.
Yeah, might low my way
But that’ll be the day
When the Birds of Prey
Swing by my way
That’ll be the day
When I become
No more
I was walking slowly down the fence
When we met by secret coincidence
Skipped a class,
On the ground you sat
I was a pauper
Out looking for mint
Society to you
Was foreign
A fledgling in life you were
Then I took you under my wing
Showed you round the town
Witnessed all new things
What did you think?
We’re so different
We are the same?
Summertime sun had gone and left us
Autumn’s colored tokens had brought the old bus
Winter winds on your face
Soon will be
Keeping the warmth
Your skin touching me
The change of the season
Is nothing
Compared to our scene
But to you, what does it mean?
We’re so different
We are the same?
You sit back, kick back
Iron your legal notes
Make sure there are no wrinkles
Make sure they’re crisp and flat
You rich Aristocratic Bitch
Take a handful of your coin
Buff it up and make it shine
Now you’re feeling really fine
Let it run thru your fingers
See it fall and hear it ding
Go out and buy a new ring
You rich Aristocratic Bitch.
Life is nothing
But a Memory
Waiting to die
Once death becomes us
What is left
Life is only
What we remember
We create it
As we live it
Try to do things
That we will remember as good
Thinking it will make life better
We can only try
As we cannot make the future
We can only make
A suggestion to it:
The future is really
Nothing but people
Trying to make
The memory good
Our lives are but a book
In an unending library
I am now closing
A chapter of my life
But at the same time
Starting a new one
There are, in the norm
Many chapters to ones life
But once they are closed
They cannot be re-opened
No one knows
What new ones will bring
Whether good or bad
These chapters will keep
Opening and closing
Some you may want open
Longer than others
But they must always be closed
Others you may want shut
As soon as you open them
Yet they must happen…
What is making these happen
May BE what is reading our books
Each day we start,
We add a page
To our own chapter
Add a chapter
To our own book
We are nothing (yet must be something)
When put in with all the others
Yet to come, or already are
In the library of
Our so-called books
As I am finishing
This page, This chapter
Maybe I will be
Finishing my book
Which I must do;
Maybe THIS IS the
Last page, Last chapter
In the book of my life
Brother, why did it happen?
Didn’t you know we all loved you
Didn’t you care how we felt?
I remember my introduction
To Music
I remember my first Kiss
I still see the artifact Idol
In my visions, It’ll be you I miss
You brought death upon yourself
Years now past
Rigor Mortis is now reality
First your image, in my eyes
Then your body, the world sees dies
If not now, it will be soon
When it happens, I’ll remorse by moon
See my dark shadow, Ominous Ambience
See my dark Shadow, Feel your presence
Eyes bluest blue, Not of Crimson
I’m glad it’s over, Out of your prison
Was it so bad, you didn’t notice?
The people around, thought you in bliss
Picture you by my side
In my younger years
In your contented time
You were my Idol
I was your follower
NOW NO MORE
The time has come
Look what you’ve done
What you’ve not done
What you’re going to do
You must decide
Sometimes what you want
You may not have
But if you want it
And you try hard enough
It will.
No more than one year ago
On this weekend
My life was changed;
Since then things have changed:
Months, days, dates, classes
Death
I have seen what it was like
To have something I loved
But things have inevitably changed
No one can stop change
But change cannot stop anyone
From visiting the past
Each has his own past
That cannot be changed
To some this past
Can be a church of their own
In which no one else can worship
To others, the past is a
Dreary Hell that cannot be forgotten
Still things continue to change
Where new religions can
And will be formed
Some will be attended to for a lifetime
Others only a moment
Out of the inconceivable
Amount of time there really is:
That is why there will ALWAYS be change
You have helped be form my first religion
You have helped me
Build my first church
Even though I will switch
To different churches
And find new religions
I will always be part
Of the religion to which
I was first introduced
No matter how long
One has been with a church
No matter how secure
One feels with what one has
And may tell himself that
There is no more change
That could possibly be made
There is still, ultimately
One more change
Left to be made
The debutante enters a strange room for the first time
A newcomer, he thinks to himself
She’s never done anything like this before
He wonders how she’ll react
He grabs her Hair
Hair is in his hands
She shivers up and down coldly
Acknowledging the distant warmth
They kiss…
Will she miss
What she’s held for years?
NO! Not once it’s over.
It happens.
She feels oddly betrayed by years of
Superstitious expectations
It’s over. IT’S OVER!!
All this talk for something so… trivial
She is yet another who does not understand
What it means to
Come with me
And I’ll show you what it’s like to
Come with me
And you’ll be just fine
Come on out and play
Night or day, I know you’ll want to
Come with me once you do.
The young man stood
Holding the coffin of
The Tragic One
Upon hearing the Sermon obsequy
The Pallbearer has the urge to laugh
It is hard to control
The vocals
But he does manage…
Ready, Aim, Fire
BANG
Ready, Aim, Fire
BANG
Ready, Aim, Fire
BANG
The tears are literally Jerked
From the Assemblage
The young Pallbearer, Virgin to this sight
Now feels sorrow
Has the urge to cry
It is hard to control
The Vocals
But he did manage
Lament for this Soul
Laugh for this Soul
Would be no difference
If there was no control
I see this now
I go back and think ahead
To my next
Where there will be
No Control
At my next, I will not cry
Burst with laughter
Not for the die
I only cry for Love
Ha,
Ha,
Ha,
Ha,
Ha
So ridiculous if you look at it in the most common of ways
Church-goers go to church-do the right thing
I ask them why.
To go to the heavens, they spend their existence
Trying to do the “right” thing
A flash in the universe
Nothing more that a speck in the universe
As if this little speck is actually going to determine
The rest of Eternity for our Soul
They say I’m heading for the worse
Oh fuck, I forgot my book of Verse
What did people do before Christ?
Looked toward the “MESSIAH”
They believe every person was either a fortune teller
Future seer or idiot for believing
Who, in their right mind, would believe
Some unspeakably HOLY essence would just appear out of nowhere?
I don’t know
I just don’t know what to believe
How do you look at life?
I have this problem
You can relate, From what I’ve heard
This problem it’s called life, I think it’s absurd
New things come by my way
Frustrations build DAY BY DAY
People, Problems, Jobs, & Drama
Blah, blah, blah, etcetera, etcetera
I wonder how to end it, I wish it all no more
I guess it doesn’t matter, Since death’s a whore
He will do anybody in, Just how to begin?
Should I pull a trigger
And kill a few niggas?
My throat maybe I’ll cut
Or fuck some slut
The highest Bridge I’ve seen
Maybe I’ll jump into a Ravine
No, No, NO, NO, NO, NO!!!
These ways are too hard
Too big a problem
I want the easy way without a doubt
I demand the easy way out
Your way is painless, I won’t see a face
Will you take my case?
Walk into a discriminating Pub
The girls, flaunting, flirting, fucking
To get their grub
I think of you: Innocence & Purity
In a place like this, Never will I see
On the TV is an unknown game
In my head I say your name
Comforting my head
The sound of your name
Sip my drink, remember and think
Of the times we had
So far away, in the past- it’s sad
The day is dismal, Dreary w/o you by my side
My feelings beneath, I try to hide
I’m waiting here for my friend
Maybe here until the end
Of my tour
It has been long
I’ve made it, you kept me strong
Forever in debt to you
So much I owe to you
I remember, try to repay you
Taken away I was
From your enigmatic persona
Raped Of more knowledge
About you!
My freedom to see you whenever
You desired
Arbitrarily taken from me
Taken was your touch
Gone was your warmth
Never known except
A short kiss
The memory of you has been
Robbed from me
The existence of us is Extinct
Extinct is your Love
Never a chance to exist
Fear not!
I will avenge
This Heist
I will make my way back
I will be on a militant odyssey
Fill me up with disease
Cuz of you
My shirt needs washed
Cuz of you
True, but I don’t regret
I’m not dying,
Not Trying
Not Lying
To you about me
Newland not uncommon to you
Origination is our common flu
Reality is it I dream
Or is Reality a dream
Which to you does it seem?
A response I want to elicit
Good or bad-make it explicit
If you dare,
One way or the Other
I don’t care!
I was just a thinking
Thinking about the other night
I wonder why, why did you cry?
What did I do
To make you feel so blue?
The last thing I wanted to do
You say it’s not just me
It’s this place that makes
You feel this way
Music to my ears
I’ll be the one to brighten your day
I miss holding your hand
Wish we could’ve walked the Sands
Together, you and I
So far from me now
I think about, wanna see you wonder how
You are the first one since my first
That I’ve loved, it was the worst
This I now realize
Because of your eyes
Pure, Truthful, Beautifully relentless
This they are
In my eyes
For mine are used to
Questioning
Which you answer
Wondering
Which you tell
Lusting
Which you fulfill
Wanting
Which you give
Seeing nothing for so long
You are a sight for my eyes
A sight my eyes need to see
As the funeral progression
Passed by…
One of them noticed
MY presence
I felt accepted
I continued to watch
(As I stood in the mud)
Of the likeness
A cow chewing it’s cud
I then Awoke
Lay there sweating
A moth fluttering toward the light
A new world record
I thought of setting
She was there too
In the dirt, scum and filth
OF SIN
She felt guilty, Still
Warm from pleasure within
I was alert
Thinking to my thoughts
Another’s virginity
That I’d tossed.
I sit here and think
The headlights come on
I see the newfound wonder
YOU went out w/ ME
And I wonder why.
Hear the tones reflect in the sky
Call, people rejoice
And I wonder why
I am not a part of it
I look and stand off to the side
And wonder about all the shit
My Love and what you’ll do with it
Kick me off and take it for granted?
Take me aside. Show me how it’s
Done
It’s all your doing
When I see you: Head rush
I am stoned, do you dig me
Or will I roam
Like I have; Like I will
I see you; Like we kill
I wish no more
No more of the shit
My Love and what you’ll do with it
Will I be famous?
Will I be known?
My morality- for you I disown
Can you understand
In you natural beauty stands
I see the mountains
You fit right in
My feelings for real
Are held within
I refuse to be hurt
Like I was before
You were too,
I realize the score
I think we’re even- on the same side
We know what’s out there- far and wide
Will you come with me?only you can know
I want you to go
I see people walking
Hear people talking
It’s you’re Love I stalking
It is the first time since my first
It was my first time, it was the worst
I hope you’ll change that
See you there, see you here
See you everywhere
My Love is outlawed
Only outlaw take laws
Would you become an outlaw for me?
I’m learning to live this life
I’m forgetting my past
But after it’s done
What have YOU won?
I have nothing
But a gun
What to do with
But to kill at will
It’s not what I want
It’s all I’ve got
The barrel’s hot
Because today I killed
The silhouette floated
Reason being: it’s bloated
Because it’d boasted
It was insane
But can’t be now
Now it boasts of Death
I can smell non-living breath
I now brag of insanity
When will it be?
What death will I see,
Once I’m freed?
Death is the ultimate guess
Death is our ultimate guest
Welcome it, get close to it
Relish it, become it
Welcome it with trial
Get close with excess
Relish it for its finality
Become it for reality
Which direction could you go?
Which direction should you go?
Which direction would YOU go?
North is suspected good
West may be sad
East looks far
South is feared bad
There might only be two:
Up or Down
Up is good
Down is bad
Which one will you choose?
Has it been chosen by you?
Or has it been chosen for you?
Why is it?
When is it?
Where is it?
What is it?
Which is it?
Flip your coin
Head or Tails?
Is it Luck?
FUCK!
Grandparents are indeed so grand
Belonging together, so easy to see
But what a fool I’d be, to explain collectively
What is a Grandpa?
the best mother’s dad
A man who has fought
Long and hard
His way through life
To become a family star
He is the familiar patriot
We all know and see
Respect, Admiration, Envy
Is present, throughout the community
If there is someone who is right
And (almost) never, sometimes wrong
Who has a will, personality
Perpetual, unmoving and strong
A Grandfather is all of the above
The person in our lives
We all can trust and Love
What is a Grandma?
Should someone ask, I’d have to reply
With a certain gleam in my eye
A great mother’s mom
An example to follow
Someone to love
In times of sorrow
She is a woman, A woman of kind
Warm, friendly and loving
A woman of sort hard to find
A person who knows beauty and ardor
A limitless, timeless, Azure Sea
Sharing experience and joy with me
My feelings, hard to express
Someone like her it is
A hope of mine to impress
A grandmother is this and more
Everything, of course, that is fine
If she is anything like
The grandmother who is mine
You are the greatest person
I’ve ever met today
Have you ever seen a baby pigeon?
Have you ever seen a baby fly?
Athlete’s foot fungus is a fly’s feast
Disgusting it is to say the least
Some people call me a weirdo
Some say I’m far out
I ignore all the labels
And continue to be myself
Whether alone or surrounded by people
I AM ALWAYS MYSELF
Is this not important?
Never sacrifice morals or beliefs
To please someone other than yourself
For in the end it would be in vain
And result in you’re having pain
I promise this to you
What I say is true
For I have lived and learned
I speak with experience
Risk: This is what makes
life worth living and interesting
Not the certainties
Life is an adventure-
Or it’s nothing at all
Hey. Come here…
What’s that?
Put it in your mouth
There’s no taste
Don’t make hast
In a little while
You’ll have a new style
Clear this perception
See things a different way:
Your OWN.
WOW, this is cool
I’m no where, but
I’m right HERE
I’m in an Abyss
With you experiencing nothing but Bliss
How can this be?
What a new founding!
My heart is strong and pounding
What have you done??
I Love you, you’re the only one
I wanna die for you
I’m jumping…
What’s this?
I’m not falling
Oh, I see I’m on a rope
No it’s a snake
HA, Ha, Ha, this is Cake.
What happened to you?
Haven’t seen you for a while
You’re sure different
Oh, pardon me, I mistook you
For someone I knew
Hold on, I’ve NEVER met
Put this in your mouth
Breathe in, Hold it, H-O-LD it
What was that?
Helium? Formaldehyde? Nitrous Oxide?
Cool man, ECHOES, echoes, echoes
Look at those flowers
No that’s weed
Oh well, looks pretty to me
Beauty is in the eye of
The beholder
Where’s your Granpappy, huh?
Been bad, what’d he do?
Tried to get a little cash
For me and you
He’s gone now for what
He’s done
Left me to carry on
Look what I’VE done
Fucked up, and met you
Hot, Muggy, Night
Strong; Overwhelming
I wan to Fuck you
In it’s thickness
Streetlights glowing
Cars sparsely flowing
Down
Down
Down
The drain Maze
Of streets
Belong to the Earth
I need to use my Girth
And it is ribbed
For her pleasure
When I sit here
All by myself
So far from
The place I call home…
I think about what
You might be doing
And I want to be there
I wanna be with you
When you see
When you look
Do you want to be with me?
I wanna be with you
When you fly
Wanna see the curiosity
In your eye;
I wanna be with you
In the Ocean
Wanna taste… the salt…
On your face
I want to touch you
Make you shiver
I want to feel you
Don’t make me wither
This is who?
I wanna be with you
Make you move;
You’re the one
I want to be with
When I sit here
All by myself
So far from
The place I call home
I think about what
You might be doing;
I smile
And quietly shed a tear
I wish I could be there
Here is the Sand
Upon which I’ve tread
In a new land
Emptiness w/o you beside my head
Here is the fluid
In which I’ve swum
My feelings kept well hid
Thinking of you… I am
These two things I’ve imprisoned
Within a glass, for you to keep
But should you walk these
With your own 2 feet, w/o me
Release these
Let them free
Do it
And remember me
In Memory of me
Don't forget my arrival
Don't forget my arch-rival
Don't forget the time we spent
Don't forget the letters I sent
Don't forget the gifts I gave
Don't forget who was your slave
Don't forget who would've died
Don't forget who should've cried
Don't forget who you fuck
Don't forget it isn't luck
Don't forget to give me your love
Don't forget it's me you shove
Don't forget to be controlled
Don't forget you're getting old
Don't forget your music
Don't forget you might get sick
Don't forget to increase your health
Don't forget evil is wealth
Don’t forget your MTV
Don't forget to remember me
Don't forget me please
A shot in the day
Can have memory of Play
A shot in the dark
May bring journey to embark
Touch the button
Squeeze the trigger
Either way, it’s a shot
That’ been made
Once touched
You are caught
The moment frozen forever
For others to see
Once squeezed
What’s struck is hit
Once great, is now down
For others to see
They can’t be undone
So true to life
So great and threatening
Impossible to control
Others’ actions you
Can’t foresee
One thing’s always left
It’s a drawing of the three
You say you Love me
But how can I know?
It’s said Love is blind
Maybe it’s so
You say you need me
I think it’s a lie
When I look at you
It’s disgust I feel inside
I tell you thing
I want to be real
But for the most
It’s not what I feel
I know you can sense this
But you don’t care
You abuse my kiss
Your Love is edible
But it’s not palatable
To me, anymore
Our Love was Sacred
In this Jungle of
Tell me it’s so
That’s all I wanna know.
Going across the border
To find a righteous time
Along the way the path comes
To a set of fresh bones
Outta the closet, ON the ground
Gotta be quiet, make no sound
What you gonna do?
I construe they gonna blame you
I’ll see you later,
I’m going home
Where my friends are gathered
They await my return
But it’s the town I wish to burn
When I go back
Whoever I see
They recall and ask:
Remember me?
I respond jovially, what’s your name?
As quick as she came, is now gone
Proven, once again, it’s life’s little game
I continue down the hall of doors
Opening, guys and whores
Societies beds fucking
Breeders of Death
There is no thrill when
All you can do is kill
Looking at the streets, Labyrinth of Streets
Cars are the blood of dawn’s highway
The arteries of Life, Creating the Breeze
They map to you providing a way
Twisting this way and that
To you it will lead, The Road
Turns this way and that
I went out on the street today
Went out into the world
Trying to find something new
A different place
I wanna get a whole new face
Life is a Journey
Long or Short is unknown
How you travel is a style your own
I come home to you
From Far away, I see your face
In my Life, It’s in place
I hold you in my arms
Your skin against mine, Like Silk
You are the breast of which I milk
In your presence, My love is strong
It is a cou d’ tat all night long
Done in secrecy in the twilight
Wanton, I’ll see YOU tonight
When I was in the
I was in a procession behind
A man of Black
Having done and ominous Action
Lame he was
I thought of moving
To the back of the line
To be unburdened by possible
Inquiry for help
I quickly abandoned the thought
Proactively offered my assistance
In a tongue not of my own
He offered his thanks
I was glad to not have worn
The Straight white-laces
For this is not me
You’re a marksman, babe
Your missiles’ true and sharp
For you’ve shot Eros’ Arrow
Thru my Heart
But I feel it now
I’m not Alone
Not the only one
To stand your throne
A throne of Power
I Hate it; Despise it
You Live it
You Like it
You Love it
Thru your blindness
Thru your stupidity
You’ve made me nothing
A land w/o feeling
A world w/o Love
This is how I live
This is where I dwell
For you hold a throne, like Satan
And I live in what some would call Hell
I hear her talk
I see the walk
I see her in the sun
Could she… be the ONE?
Her hair is going
My adrenalin’s flowing
The legs are pumping
Her arms a swinging
She looks my way
He eyes mythically beautiful
What can you do?
I was entranced
By that gaze
My feelings a fiery Blaze
She smiles…
I’m down on my knees
It’s over that fast
Another moment in life
Left unturned
Another unanswered question
Would she? COULD she?
Carpe diem was not seized
Don’t bother to think it
It’s now too late
Mountains on the horizon
Past that, Desert’s risin
Hot summer day
The first of it’s kind
I lay naked
On the ground to unwind
Health tan covers my hide
Thru the bush
I look to the valley
Birds sing as if in Rally
A young doe stops, looks at me
Eyes alert, full of curiosity
WAIT! what’s this I hear?
To the east, civilization draws near
Let me release what I fear
You and me, we’re the same
We like to fly
Above the clouds, Insanely high;
I can’t Love you, though I try
I don’t wanna see you cry
I’d rather die
You and me, we have ONE life
One life to live
One life to give
We have one Soul
One Soul to make
One Soul to take
We’re like the Ancient tree
Wishing to be free
But have roots
Deep in ground;
Like our heart
Embedded in flesh
Without it, we’d have death
SILENCE… I hear the rain
I feel it, something’s bee slain
Don’t worry it’s just a game
Be strong, and take the pain
When I hear your voice
If I touch your skin
It’s as if we were toys
It makes me shiver within
Something outside
Outside knowing hate,
I’ll now confide
It’s coming through the gate
Don’t run, babe, can’t you tell?
It’s no use, we’re in Hell
Haven’t you realized
Your never-ending cry?
For YOU have the sorrow in your eyes
Knowing now that you must Die;
I’ve seen ya in my thoughts
I’ve witnessed in my dreams
Dressed in Black
Blood all around, flowing in streams
Can you feel my reign
My soul’s something you’re fulfilling
You pulse through my veins
Are you willing
You speak my tongue
Though not by mouth
It’s you I’ve chose to come
Not North, we’ll be going South
You’ll be under my spell
Could be your heaven
Could be your Hell
We’ll be at war with one another
Yet one with each other
My Love
Is it your Hate?
My Love
It’s your Hate
My Love
It’s your Hate
It’s RAPE
My picture of you fades more
Day by day
The memory of you grows more
Vague, week to week
The remembrance of us is just about
Gone
But I still recall that
I Love you
And I still remember that
I Feel for you
I know I’m supposed to miss you
And I do
All this is true
I remember that I had never lied
I remember that you never tried
But I still do
I know it’ll never be the same
I know I’ll never forget your name
And I won’t
So much of you I’ll know and miss
I think and recall it was you I kissed
But now all we have between us is
Distance and Time
And it’s only getting Longer
I’ve seen the length
I’ve heard the chime
I think it’s time to
Move on.
My nervous fear, I will anxiously show
When you come over and I watch you go
My feelings are the carpet on which you walk
You are the family that I know
The kind of relatives that I stalk
I jeopardized my Ambivalent success
I risked my Paternal Pride
When they asked me
“Who came along for the ride”
I’m glad I didn’t get nailed
I want my life to mean more than nothing
The other day I bought this new car
Some would call it “Bitchin”
It is the swiftest I ever did fly
“C’mon along
Wanna go for a ride?”
Though it could be poisonous to life
We’ll take it as it comes though
Don’t worry Babe,
I got cat-like reflexes
And NERVES OF STEEL
The headlines read:
“Two injured in a wreck near…”
What town was it?
The village of my birth, No, NO
The town of my
lover’s soiling?
I just don’t know!
The two injured were on what
Some would call “Rocket”
Companions of mine
Though one more than the other (who was fond of my twin)
There was an unidentified
Masked-Bandit Evil Doer
Don’t worry Babe,
I got cat-like reflexes
And NERVES OF STEEL
Most don’t in the end, you see
Nobody was killed; only mildly hurt
The masked-bandit evil-doer: was me
Rode off into the sunset as usual
Blind to what had really happened
The pass was close on a hill
“Hey, babe, chill out. Ain’t no big thing.”
Cause if you got cat-like reflexes
And NERVES OF STEEL
It ain’t no big deal.
You’ll do just fine. Let’s go get some wine.
Oh, look at the time, Where are they?
The must’ve Wrecked. Ha. Ha.
We laugh now, but in a little while
We’ll have to keep a little quiet
C’mon, let’s go for a ride
Will you be my bride?
Let’s get married to extinction
And our priest will be Death himself
Look what we’ve done
To our cage
Stripped and polluted
And stripped it down
W/ our green eyes
To the ground
I see a very subtle clue
Bout what to do
Got to take our mother
By the hand
An pull her outta
Mankind’s quicksand
Take her by the arm
Show the way
From the harm
We’ve gotta stop
Gotta drop An killa cop
Stop the bribes and the scams
Cleanse the soil and plant the yams
Prime ourselves for the morning star
To vanquish the midnight spar
Sit back, relish the sun
The new day hath come
It was so high
After all the winds
After all the storms
How could this have happened?
It was a symbol
But is now a burden
It has become a new symbol
Once something is destroyed
That was so great
It cannot be replaced
It is gone
You may replace it with another
But it will always be known
As the new tree
The old is nothing but a memory
After it is changed
Look at what is left
Look at what it is like
To have what is no more
Look at the rings
Or maybe the years
Think of the rings
When you were around
By chance it was
Struck down so abruptly
It may have woke A dead
It has been downed
Never to face high winds
Never to stand against storms
Again
In the past, I used to know
That when the cold came
I would soon see the warmth
Of my family and what I have
Always known
Today, I realized this is no more
Once the cold has come
It will stay cold throughout
Only until the change of the season
Will it be warm again
I miss my family already
Though I write with the out of doors
Touching my skin bare
I don’t wanna see you in my mirror anymore
It may appear to be in disorder
Bring knowledge to your horror
People are like TV sets
And I want to turn most of them off
The reason of life is death
Wanna come off this trip called life
It sucks there is life to feed
Death the whore
I am a freelance builder of dreams
A mercenary sent to fulfill your needs
This girl that loves me in her bed
Condoms-N-Candy wrappers about my head
If it were my feelings you’d explore
What you’ve find is it’s you I deplore
You’ll either be proud to have known
Or sickened by my acquaintance
I don’t need to tell you, you know it
You’d inspire the mind of a poet
Life-EVERyday is nothing more than
A Hair trigger waiting to be touched
I miss you in my embrace
You’re face, not in it’s place: My view
Look at the fish
In the fish tank
AAAWWW poor little fish
Entrapped
Are we not people
In a people tank?
AAAWWW poor little people
Entrapped
Caged in our vital ambient gases
w/o which there is no life
Just as the fish will blindly
Unknowingly use all the oxygen
So do people Use and Abuse
All they can; All they will
Because of this we will kill
Ourselves
Like bacteria in a Petri dish
Eating, fucking, breeding
Dying in the end
The earth is a Human Petri Dish
I’m prison bound, on my way
To Jail, night and day
That’s what I get for
Walking the tight rope
Between Good and Evil
I chose to steal; Picked the wrong
Bad is the name of my song
Day after day,
I face Frozen reality
When will I THAW?
Sick of Being hard,
I wanna be soft
Don’t even say high god damn it
What’s she want me to do?
Kiss her goodnight?
It’s too late
I must get up
Sorry about that, I’m off
Try on Sunday, I’ll be up
I go to church
Which I’ll shed, like a birch
On a moment w/o you
I don’t care you’re too far
You mustn’t go, I’ve called
A ring so beautiful
Put to waste
A woman of show
Why was I stupid
Thought I knew Love
She was concerned w/ herself
The person I loved is gone
Now and mature
What I knew was nothing
And immature
The one I once loved
The one-eyed dice Love
Is gone now cause of remoteness
It was not true
Like the stars at night Your eyes are so Bright
And full of cheer
Throughout the year;
As if it were water
Flowing down a hill
Your hair entices
It’s some kind of thrill
Your skin, so soft
Warm and glowing
When I touch
I am Lost;
As gentle as the Dawn
Your hands, Never shoving
Are ever-loving;
Red and sweet
Like a rose
Are your lips
I wish to Kiss
All this is true
I feel this way
Because I Love you
Sweeter than Candy
Prettier than Flowers-
This is my way to say
Happy Valentines Day
The rain pours down
Day after day
No the sun never comes this way
When you’re not near
Music I can’t hear
W/o your voice to my ear
These things I can’t explain
I don’t even care because of the pain
It hurts, Deep inside knowing
The oceans keep us apart, far and wide
Reason to live hurt deep inside
Reason to live is to learn
Reason to live is to like
Reason to live is to Love
Reason to live is to Hate
Reason to live is to want
Reason to live is to Deny
Reason to live is to Lie
Reason to live is to steal
Reason to live is to deal
Reason to live is to strive
Reason to live is to connive
The reason we live
Is to fucking die
Going home tomorrow
Off to the unknown
Then back again
Into what I’ve known
I mark my thoughts; inscribed
Wanna see my friends…
Instead I see Christ Crucified
With eyeballs looking
Wanton, Willful
Lust
Is
In
His
Eyes
I try to go back;
Wanna go back, experience the past
All that is happening now
I wish NO MORE!
I see you, need you to
Experience more with me
Just start to stop the stupid Sapience
Religion intends a Prayer
But enacts a command
I gotta remember you and
Go along with the flow
See you, remember you,
Go with the flow
I see you
I want you
I remember you
FUCK the flow: See me!
Please See Me.
If you don’t, I will forget
You must see me this time around
This fly around time
Did you recommend
The Fragrance of Death?
There is life only to feed Death
Lament for those who have not heard
Or been within earshot
Of this fabled premonition
For that is all it is.
I will embrace Death
Until it lets me Live
Are we not dead
Hoping not to Live?
Why is the sky; HIGH?
I will see Azrael
Before he spies me
And He will be the one
Who is going to LIVE
What winds have through your hair went
They were times indeed well spent
The lands upon which you’ve tread
The joy and feelings that you spread
We know, respect you and appreciate
Our lives from yours, hope not deviate
This cannot be told, cannot be sold
It can only be lived day to day
Strong and Bold
WE can only wonder
What the future holds
For the siblings of our birth era
Stranded in an Oasis of Affection
Unable to feel w/ anyone after you
Cause you’re so fucking REAL
You threaten to take yourself
But always comeback
I take myself
But wish to stay
Why is it this way?
The triangle
I want you to come
You continue to do what you’ve known
And you can, it’s my Love you own
You keep it locked away
In a depthless vault w/ so many others
Your beauty, sensuality, personality
Keeps it there
I wonder if you CAN Love
Now I escape, Break free
Especially when you question me
I hat to fucking love you
I’d Love to Hate you
I am powerless in your presence
Your Aura engulfs me
Your beauty surrounds me
Heathen I am
Declared with all the might
I have made again a dismal sight
Powerless in an Oasis of Affection
I feel your sensuality
Engulfed by your Aura
I know your personality
Unable to do anything
But Accept
Heathen I was,
Until you I met
I am a pendant of Love
A jewel, precious and Alike
Zeal to you I hope to Strike
Your Arms are Nirvana
Your Eyes a paradise
Your beauty surrounds me
I cannot see anyone
I cannot think anything
I am nothing
But yours
Sensation of the hunt
Excitement of the Kill
Makes me wanna go out and find
Some new kind of Thrill
We broke up just the other day
Can’t help but to think of
The next time I’ll get laid
If not soon, when I get paid
You can say we’re just friends
But in the end
You’ll wish we were lovers
Especially when you see all the others
I’ve signed.
In blood w/o knowing
I cannot speak.
Because I’ve signed.
I cannot move about freely
I am separated
From my fellow man
My boundaries set Arbitrarily
Because I’ve signed.
The gates of
I am not allowed to take my clothes off
My body itself, of which I am made, is Taboo
We are ashamed of what is most beautiful
We are afraid of what is most beautiful
We cannot act naturally toward one another
The culture represses Love
I am outside the gates of
Because of my name
On the dotted line.
I want to make a difference tonight
In my temporary life
I want to have people know
I wan my life to mean more than nothing
I want to leave this place and go
See the
Wanna miss my new girl
God those fucking eyes; Glistening Pearls
It’s time to re-enter my sacred town
The last for sometime I think and frown
I’m enroute to a
Influence me after Death still live on
I listen, read, play and write; I have won
I’m gonna do something
I’m gonna play something
I’m gonna say something
That will make people listen
My voice, people will hear
My body, people will be near
My Actions, People will imitate
My Life, People will debate
Today’s standards; out will be thrown
Someday they will be my own
Someday maybe soon
Someday, I will ruin
Someday, some Way
Things will be better: I promise
Maybe I should run for President
For I can Lie
With this… encompass your…
Forever finger… so that… with beauty
My feelings will linger
This is my promise to you
An Artifact
My Heart is true
Have you ever felt
You aren’t living?
That you’re just an
Existence
Only a non-existence
Taking up space and time
With nothing to do
But burden those who live?
You wish to be seen
But the way
Is far out of reach
You’re in a foreign society
A society
That is blind to you
To your mere existence
As if you were nothing
But an Apparition of Bliss
Knowing time is running out
You try to find a way out
The path is long and hard
Long and it can’t be seen
By the normal eye
It must be focused to
The Unseen
Cleansed and Freed From former sights
To see only the New
Move on from memory
To Fortune
The final frontier
Is between the ears.
Although this token has
No cash value
To other people
As money or wealth
Maybe it will have a value
To you as a symbol of
Happiness and Love
I myself will never know
What it meant to you
For that is what only
You can decide and know
Maybe you have decided
Before you get this from me?
Not knowing you’ve done so
What I hope you’ll think and remember
Is me and one of my many ways of
Showing, proving,
My Love for you is real
I hope you keep this
As thing to remember me by
In the years to come,
As a keepsake
But that may not be able to be done
In all that will come;
How can one person
Keep track of something so small?
I guess that is when you will
Really know what it meant to you
If you still find it
Years from this date
You will really know that I was
Showing, proving my Love to you is real
And that it meant something
To you that
My Love for you is real
Life and it’s activities
Are Oh, so Trivial
Yet so fundamental to
Life itself
We do things to create a memory
In doing so we create life itself
By Sex
WE call the meaning of Life
Love
Love is really the embryo
To eternal happiness
Such thing must exist
We try to find a partner
That appeals to our needs
We wish to impress them
With ourselves
No, hoping to impress
If we do, it amounts to conception:
The beginning of Life
I am a warrior
Though I wish it not so
I am a combatant
In the field of expectation
And I am flourishing
I cannot be beat.
But to Posterity I choose to yield
I yield only to you
The power continues to flow thru me
As if I’m in a battle
Though I am not
My weapon is down
I am deserting my
Quitting the war
I pick up my Pen for it is
Mightier than the sword
When I think of you
Through and Through
The day and night
I cannot wait
But I have to
When I think of you
I begin to Lust
What to do?
Who to Trust?
When I think of you
I know of Love
Your warmth surrounds me
Like a glove
When I think of you
I want to feel your fire
It is you that I desire.
When I looked into your eyes
That was when I realized
What I wanna do:
I Wanna take you
Take you
Take you there
I wanna make you
Make you
Make you Love me
I wanna caress your cheek
Wanna Fondle your Fucking Feet
Cause of you, I’m beat
Don’t know what to do
Or where to go
I’m the senseless
Airhead, Dingbat
In your Eyes
When you’re by yourself
You don’t know what to do
When you’re by yourself
You don’t know where to go
When you’re by yourself
You don’t know who to see
When you’re by yourself
You don’t know who to be
When you’re by yourself
You walk the streets in despair
Thinking of the others wishing you there
Where they’re gathered
They await your arrival
With this in mind, You’ve gotta find
Your own means of survival
During the time of
Your
I’ve told you how I feel
I’ve shown you how I see
Take it for what it’s worth
Communications not a one-way street
Love is not a one-way street
Though it’s always been that way
WITH ME
I don’t know just what you feel
I don’t know just what you see
I have not left to steal
I am being controlled by you
The remote is in your hand
And I think it’s a Zenith
I hate the fucking brand
I’m changing the channel
· Until our paths cross permanently once again, Only then will we know our Truth.
· Choose the lesser of two EVILS. Chose me. I am the Devil
· When Darkness engulfs the land, I will begin the search for thy hand
· I think of you nightly, wishing I could be holding ya tightly
· The longer the wait, the greater the weight
· What does the future hold for your sibling of the same birth era
· Why don’t I go out w/ my friends? I hate them
· I’ve heard what you said. Cause of my ears I wish you were fucking dead.
· Life is a Journey. How do you choose to travel.
· You may think you can fly, but you better not try
· Live WITH me instead of trying to change me to fit your ideas
· I lay here dead. Life was so unexpecting. One minute alive and well, the next dead and in Hell
· I just wanna live my life until I die
· I don’t know what I said to her then. But she swept me off of my feet and I said let’s go!
· Come to me, or go away. Far, Far away.
· We must now take control. Choose our own side. Life or Death, this time the world is the prize.
· Damned if you do. Damned if you don’t. It’s a catch 22
Goes slow, then it’s fast
Inclimate forces slow it down
Constipation.
Sunny days, Good in a way
Fast it becomes
Diarrhea.
So fucking shitty in a way
It’s good, cleans you out
Gets you there quick
OH FUCK! I gotta go now
· Never apologize for anything. There is no excuse for you.